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No introduction needed..

What’s challenging with  sudden transition is embracing and handling the after effect of it.How much do we make ourselves believe that we are already strong enough inside and out?It won’t be true unless we embrace what’s hurting us—what we really fear..

The key to happiness is to stay true to yourself. Denial would just betray you and prolong the agony of what would be an unfinished business. Let not our emotion take control of us,but both our mind and heart to work together. For me, what they say about the contradiction between the heart and mind is untrue. Is y, what you feed your mind  will eventually what your heart would feel.. It’s better that we find our inner peace and let serenity guide you towards making the right choices or decisions.. Yes, what i mean to say is,the act of praying.

It’s not a sin to hope, but we must know the big difference of hope and expectation.. BIG DIFFERENCE! Some people get confused between these two..

” Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but longing fulfilled is a tree of life..”

I think what’s wrong with me is the lack of patience in my whole system, though I intentionally say “it’s okay, a little more patience..” and I’m not just talking about one certain thing. It’s just so hard to elaborate it here where people could actually judge you for the things you want to say.. Yeah, solving problems doesn’t happen overnight.. It takes time to completely understand everything that’s happened and will happen..

Just got to accept the truth that is right in front of you, and bear with whatever it carries with it. Through time, right time, everything will be okay.. Take the first step— ACCEPTANCE..

“Maybe in time we’ll realize that maybe, Fate reveals the remedies..” -udub

Well what do we have here?

If I were to sum up all the hardship i am going  through for reaching my goal, I’d definitely be boiling it down to one word “challenging.”  i wonder how am i able to pull through, but it’s such a  mystery why, all these are coming up NOW. Like, I had a big advantage over the others, but, I’m the one left behind. The advantage actually becomes the hindrance now. I know, i know, I’m testing the water, and it feels like drowning over time. Like even though how much i tell myself to stay optimistic, it seems to be draining everyday. Don’t want to get my hopes up, but, I’d say i’ll finish what i started.

Funny thing is, I attack my problems the other way around, like cursing if things get messed up, or blaming people for the itsy-bitsy mistakes that comes up, or counting days in the calendar, then suddenly wishes for time to go fast or my ultimate favorite excuse “it’s just not meant to happen” tagline. Torn on different things and that paranoia gets in once in a while that makes me behave abnormally that i end up talking to myself  then daydreaming! Enough! Thinking really drains energy, and i’m trying to keep my sanity!

Sometimes it pisses me off when i figure out the cause of so much delay is somehow about how people work behind their tables, like, they don’t care at all, and all they ever get to do is yell at you on the phone like they’re so powerful not even letting you spit out your concern, but in the end, they just mess up! Now i wonder, do they ever get their work done, i mean correctly?-AT ALL?? Like if they need my help, i can just do the work for them for crying out loud!

Like today.There are people working in the government who really do help, and i give credit to one and blame it all to the rest! Proven and tested, it’s just pity to say that our country never in how many years has it progressed because of bad working habits and wrong mentality towards their work. What’s new?! If they only know how frustrating it is for people like me to wake up in the morning praying and hoping that what I’ve been waiting for, for months, could probably (fingers crossed) be done already. So okay, a couple of weeks more, fine, I’ll wait again, like forever this better be worth the wait, almost at the end of my rope!

Just a little more time.

Am i there yet!?

Ok. So much for  POSITIVITY!